today had lessons until 4.15.. =.= so late.. anw, i was a lil late for sch today, cos the 163 bus took so long to arrive.. nxt time must go to the bus-stop earlier and wait.. tmr getting back report bk.. although i improved since last yr, im not sure whether to be happy or upset.. =/ really must pull my socks and chiong for my studies if i want to get good results man! >.< hopefully at the end of the day, i cry not because i did badly, but they are tears of joy. =) all the best everyone for the O lvls! its barely less than 4 months left..

so sians.. today Prelims oral for both english and chinese. my mind isa blur.. wht i thought during the given time b4 heading to the examiner was forgotten. i stumbled over words and dno wht im saying. =.= i thk this time my oral marks suck. ytd chinese O lvl exams was rather difficult, esp paper 2. dont understand wht the passage was talking abt. =.= maybe even a B3 also cant get. sians. may have to retake in oct tgt with the rest of the papers. hais . =/

rid me of emotions . this feeling is eating into me , affecting my daily life .

was mugging chinese for tmr's O level papers. omg, its tmr! =X did 7 sets of zong he tian kong and a set of paper 2 within the time limit of an hr and a half. so sians.. ltr gng to try to rmb some of the words to use in my zuo wen and ying yong wen. well, all the best to all for tmr's papers! thn aftr tht will be quite relaxed as we have one less paper to take at the end of year. woots~

went to yusiang's hse today to study and revise chinese. this is to prepare for the upcoming O lvl mother tongue papers on monday, 26th may. went to rivervale plaza to packet MacDonalds and reached his hse at arnd 10.30am (pokemon just ended! grahs =.=) thn ate and watched tv until 11am thn start to revise for chinese. did for barely 2 hrs jiu begin to slack, cos lose the mood to cont further. LOLs . thn at 6 went to cp to meet my dad and bro to celebrate my dad's birthday! went to sakae sushi to eat. the food thr is sumptous, and me and my bro secretly bought a cake for my dad. =) initially wanted to have the cake at swensens, but cos the queue too long, so went back hm to eat the cake instead. today was quite an enjoyable day. ltr have to cont revising chinese agn. =.= well, will stop blogging now. all the best to all taking the O lvl chinese papers on monday! xDd

Labels: Happy Birthday to Daddy xDd

sometimes some things its easier said than done. how i wished i cld go back to the past and start things all over agn. life is just full of unexpected change. the heck with promises, its has no value whtsoever. promises can be broken, so wht cant? i myself am puzzled by this. if thr is a medicine or a way to make me forget, it wld be btr. everytime my hopes get high, the disappointment just gets greater. so, i shall not get my hopes high agn. maybe being emo is in my blood... life is so cruel sometimes. it just keeps getting harder as the day goes by. if i am void of humanity, emotions and feelings, maybe i will be a happier man. wht you said is true, maybe this isnt suppose to last... just not fated. cherish the moment one have and savour it as it might be gone tmr. i must go and find my inner self, my true identity in order to find happiness. experiencing this has made me to think tht friends are more impt now. life still goes on. if anyone see me feeling down, just scold me and wake me up as this is a crucial period and i shld not be dwelling over this. thank you. life still goes on. this is just the beginning...

grahs! next monday chinese O levels! OMG! but actually, not tht nervous, dno why.. oh well.. i want to get an A2 or btr still, A1 for chinese!! i believe i can do it! go all the way! haha xDd all the best and jiayou to all! =)

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broke up le.. anw, shld have seen it coming. LOLs . with freedom comes with a price. well, it will stay as a memory in my heart. no longer hurt as i have become immuned to it. no more crying over split milk, as wht is done cannot be undone, and tears have alrdy run dry. i will stay strong and happy. i still have my friends! =] all the best and wish you will too. guess feelings do change with a blinking of an eye. staying single for now. i believe time will heal all wounds. girls... (sry i have to generalise on this statement. dont be offended by this. i know it dont applies to all) not gng to believe too readily in love anymore. i will not allow myself to be hurt agn. dont ask any questions, for there are no answers. now wht is left is me, myself and I.

Its official ppl.. It's weiling's BIRTHDAY! woots~ hhas XD
Let's wish her a birthday song shall we? (like talking to myself! haha =])
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEILING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOO YOU!!!~

wahahas xDd

wish you all the best in everything you do, in ur academics esp and for 'O' levels! =)
stay HAPPY & SMILE always!~
Hope you will have an enjoyable day today! =)

Finally,
ILOVEYOU! XD

Clayderman Tan
11th May 2008
0000hrs

Today was hist and phys papers. Man, i spotted the correct chapter for one, yet nvr do cos forgot the factors and dno how to explain. =.= Thn in the end did the one i nvr studied for, and end up not completing one part of the SEQ. Great. I wonder if i could even pass comb humanities now... grahs =/ phys was kinda easy, although thr are some ques which i do not know how to do. Tmr is chem and emaths paper 2. Hopefully i studied enough and can pass for both. jiayous everyone! =)

Today is another day of mugging. Went to Compass Point Starbucks with Des to consult Ms Lo for History for tmr (hope can pass =/). Thn went to have lunch at the 4th floor foodcourt, bought a cup of bubble tea each and headed hm in seperate ways. Reached hm, took a short nap and con't to study hist. Rest and now here i am blogging. Well, i will end off here. Wish the best of luck to everyone for the remaining of the papers! [esp you =)]

Mugging, mugging and more mugging. Mid-year exams is ongoing, and i am not sure whether i studied enough. Feel that what i studied had not been processed and i just cant concentrate and dont have the mood sometimes. Just hope that i can pass all subjects and maybe one or two As will do. =/ jiayous people! You all can do it, esp you! =)